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Aku semakin payah berlari mengejar waktu. Seluruh kuatku aku menggapai, dan menggapai. Awalnya penuh optimisme yang kemudian tak lama memudar. Kemudian aku sadar, aku menuju kekosongan.

Tuhan memberikan Harun sebagai partner Musa dalam membebaskan bangsa Israel dari tanah Mesir. Tuhan yang sama telah memberikan bagianku juga. Aku bersyukur untuk partner yang telah Ia pasangkan denganku saat ini. :)

lagu ini lagu kesukaan saya waktu kecil, nada dan liriknya lucu, jadi saya suka. tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, susah juga nyanyiin lagu ini kalau hati kita emang lagi ga bersyukur tentang siapa kita. dan itu yang saya rasain sekarang. kadang saya suka lupa kalau saya ini spesial.  pengen banget secepetnya bisa nyanyiin lagu ini sepenuh hati lagi, dengan penuh rasa syukur. THE BUTTERFLY SONG (If I Were a Butterfly) Words and Music by Brian M. Howard If I were a butterfly I'd thank you Lord for giving me wings If I were a robin in a tree I'd thank you Lord that I could sing If I were a fish in the sea I'd wiggle my tail and I'd giggle with glee But I just thank you Father for making me, me CHORUS  For you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile You gave me Jesus and you made me your child And I just thank you Father for making me, me If I were an elephant I'd thank you Lord by raising my trunk If I were a kangaroo I'd just hop right up to you If I were an ...

terkadang mulut ini butuh kuping untuk mendengarnya. terkadang kuping ini butuh bisikan suara yang ingin didengarnya. mengapa butuh, aku tak tahu. mungkin hanya supaya aku yakin,  semuanya masih berada pada posisinya yang seharusnya. sesederhana itu.*  * tapi jika tidak dipenuhi, kebutuhan ini cukup mengganggu.

"Love comes from God,   and when we love each other ,  it shows that we have been given new life ." ~ 1 John 4:7

suatu akhir penantian, suatu awal pembuktian suatu akhir sebuah angan, suatu awal perjuangan suatu akhir persiapan, suatu awal perjalanan

This is my favorite song, it comes from my favorite verses in the Bible, Psalm 139. Every word on those phrases are so beautiful and make me feel so blessed. It makes me understand my life is worth because   I came to this world not by coincidence.  He scheduled it. SO AMAZING (Psalm 139) Heritage Singers Where can I go from Your presence where You don't abide You're in Heaven, You're on earth, You consume my every side If I try to hide You will still be there Holy Spirit of God, You are everywhere  Even if I go to the uttermost parts of the sea And if I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall on me” Indeed the darkness shall not hide its shadows from You And with the morning sun I awaken to You You have covered me even in my mother’s womb You are so amazing to me You scheduled my life before I could breathe You are thinking of me constantly, constantly You are so amazing to me Search me Oh God, know my heart, know my anxieties  Try me Oh Lord...